My heart is full of joy!
I spent the last week with my brother Christopher and sister-in-law Christy and their lovely girls Zalia and Jasmine. It was wonderful and amazing, and I feel as though I am part of their lives again. I even got Zalia addicted to Monument Valley (a wonderful phone app---thank you, Bill!).
I am also deeply grateful to be home with Michael and Trent. It was 25 hours in the car from my brother's home to my home, an unpacked Lily and a living room floor covered with all my stuff.
I feel as though The Sun is about to burst forth in my life and it is so good!
I talked with Abraham for several hours on the drive down and again coming back, and yes, something is beginning, something beautiful that will connect people from many of my magical communities here with people from his magical communities, and it feels large and glorious and awesome.
I don't know how long it will take to come into manifestation and it doesn't matter. It is more important to do it right than to do it fast (and isn't that how I want to do everything? Usually.)
I feel like I want to be a channel for light and beauty and harmony again.
I feel as though I'm entering the between time before a beautiful new phase.
What I want most: to come from a wise and heart-centered place.
I want to bring healing to all my relationships and everything I touch.
I want to do the most beautiful, delicious, and glorious work of which I am capable.
I want to transmute the pain and challenges I've encountered into something wonderful for the world.
Divination is backing me up and telling me that large, beautiful things will soon be opening up for me---I can be part of something(s) wonderful.
It says that restoration, rejuvenation and healing will keep coming to me and to my relationship with my beloved Michael.
It says that further healing will come to other relationships and parts of my life as well. I've already started this with my colleague S., with whom I have had both a loving and very painful relationship.
About the project with Abraham: I am eager to meet some of his peeps, particularly those whom he speaks of with great respect. He has described a few of them to me: older, wiser, kinder, and with inner resources anchored in long experience.
And yes, I love hearing this.
I've told him that I want to grow something new (and old) with him, and I want it to be a high-vibration creation. Yeah, that sounds cheesy, but what I mean is that I want it to have integrity (to be all in alignment with itself, to be win-win, and to be important for the healing of all people and the planet. Just a few small goals, here.)
I long to work with people who are growing and blossoming and finding their way into lives of integrity, who have with deep alignment to their greater purpose, and who live in ways that respect themselves and others. I want to run with the wisdom crowd, baby, and I want to create and learn and grow with them. I want to be the most amazing channel for harmony and awesomeness that it is possible for me to be.
I want to transmute all the pain and sadness and hard lessons I've learned into something glorious, and mix that glory with purity and heart-centeredness, and create pure joy.
Oh yeah, this will be big enough for grief and loss (which is part of life, which is natural, and which brings opportunities for growth) and pain, too. Because human life has pain, and that's OK.
We are meant to love, and to cherish, and also to lose what we cherish, and then to survive this and grow even stronger, with more beautifully resilient hearts, and then to love again even more gloriously, and to let the cycle repeat and repeat, and to allow, allow, allow ourselves to be broken up so the light can get in and we can shine out from within ourselves.
What we create will have room for all this and more.
And it will be stunning.